You are very spiritual; you would be doing a disservice choosing the first door every time. It would be a mature decision to consciously choose that for yourself. 

Because you are so spiritual, this is directly directed to your current, your money, your wealth, and abundance. Book Recommendations: Mantak Chia books. If you are not there yet, learning the knowledge will open the doorway for you. Strengthening exercises like breathing helps, challenge yourself to see how long you can go with a calendar maybe.  Use it as a powerful way, when you cultivate and use that energy to send it out into your life. And when you dispose of the seed putting it back into the earth and honoring it.

Analyzing what are the benefits and the misfortunes of choosing Door #1. There might be more attraction to Door #2 because you don’t know what you are going to receive.